i'm disappointed and yet encouraged.
because there are two poles of differences,
we learn to appreciate.
good and evil is just a fine line apart.
now that i'm found, i could see how lost i used to be
and yet another problem came unnoticed, undeterred.
how should i know until someone blurt it out so brutally
i was blinded and now i see
i used to train my heart not to cry
and now its just flooded with tears.
i'm still struggling to be a better person each day.
i hate to think that i'm an embarrassment
All i could do is to laugh about it.
i hate it that i can't put it in words
and the abstinence to express my feelings and thoughts
i hate to think about my failures
i even hate not to think about it.
i write out a list of 10 reasons to hate you
but ended up writing 11 reasons to love you.
after all that is done, i'm still motivated
because there's One who gave me strength and courage.
because there's One who choose to forgive and love.
Out of that i've learnt,
My Lord Jesus,
I can't even imagine days without you.
but could only imagine the day You walk beside me.
What will i do, what will i say.
will i dance or will i go on my knees
or will i just stand still in awe
and be captivated by your beauty
You expressed love so freely.
and made it come so naturally.
I'm not the best of anything
and yet was chosen to be part of You
What lies ahead of me is ever-changing, ever challenging.
i'll never be prepared, i'll never be ready.
Come What May
I put my trust in You.
Despite all that is done
I would only want to please You
My Lord Jesus.
