its always a challenge to remember names... and i really dun want it to be an excuse for me to forget names...
i've made a promise to myself to remember every single person's name
i've asked... its gonna take some time... at least i remembered that SOT student who sat in front of me yesterday.. she's called Shannon...
hahha... but i forgot her face :P
anyway what i really wanna say is... i was having my 1 hour prayer just now, prayed about everything. above all, i prayed for passion. one thing i felt that
i'm lack of.. the passion to design, the passion to serve, the passion to sing... with passion, whatever you do, you do it with joy, with urgency, urgency to progress.. And suddenly it reminded me of a choir guy called Hexing? can't remember :P but you can really tell he's passionate about singing. he's telling me that wherever he goes he'll sing. in the toilet, on his way home, early the morning... and he's so happy about it... it's as though its written all over his face "I'm a singer" I can really SEE the passion in him. and when i do a self-reflection, i dun think
i'm as passionate about singing as him... and i really want to be...
There's this singer called Kim
Junsu, when he was going through puberty, his voice was
changing and he was unable to sing. So he actually cried his heart out and prayed about his singing , and basically he just kept trying, kept practicing for years and now he's one of the best singer in
korea. whenever i listen to his songs, i just felt very encouraged and some times
i'll get goosebumps.. its that good alright... and i must admit that i can't sing well, and i really need to keep practicing like him and really PROJECT MY VOICE!!! and sometimes it gets very tiring to keep trying...
BUT GOD!!!
i'm not going to give up... :)) regardless of how long its going to take I'll Keep trying... even until the point of breaking down,
i'll still keep on trying... V^^V
and its not to proof that
i'm perseverance but really to be able stand before Jesus and offer my best.
