hehe... i think this is a LONnnnnggg overdue entry...
Anyone saw that movie "Journey to the center of the Earth" ?? i must say its really an interesting movie... i would have really loved it 10 years ago... But after the movie i was kinda sad.... dun be mistaken, the movie ended it well but i just wish i was a little more excited about it like novi.. You know how its like when everything seems to be possible when i was a kid... when anything you think of is feasible. Now that I'm old enough.. somethings you know its just impossible...
Then I've come know Jesus, and he said, with men it is impossible, but with God, all things are possible. God builds faith and courage in us to dare to dream again... its exciting to see impossible things being made possible and I'm getting a little bit impatient now... This must be the driest season I've ever felt this season... even my skin felt the dryness... scratch scratch scratch like some drug addict....
BUT GOD!!!! its okay~~!!! Soon i'll feel Your rain... i'll be soaking up in You again....
i'm going to be more prepared this coming year... i'll be ready when the time comes...
i put my trust in You... and it takes ALOT of guts for me to say this public annoucement...
I'M GOING SOT NEXT YEAR~!!!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! <- you know how girls scream....
I know it's gonna clash with my exams... but with SOT in mind, i've already chosen all the easy courses this year.. absolutely, totally no econs... i know the year after i'm going to suffer but this year .... i'm not going to fool around with my studies.... i'm not going to sleep during lesson time... i'm going to cut down on my spending from now on... still got building fund to plan... aiyo... how not to start planning now... and i don't wanna wait anymore.... Wait Wait Wait Wait until when? Tell me.....
... when the time comes the world would have come to an end...
.... Jesus would have came back....
i know i have the capacity to handle this, its about time to exercise my faith yo...
i'm still considering if i should take the CREST course (a must-take course for property agents)
and i know after taking the course there'll be a WHOLE LOT of work ahead of me... still got practical leh.... meaning i'll be earning real $$ selling really real property.... that i really need to wait after i graduate... if i wait for SOT till then.. 2011 CREST course 2012 wait wait wait.... AHHHHH!!! HOW CAN???? i'll be 25 by then... time to get married loh.... HOW CAN??????
i've already told my mom... after i graduate, i won't need anymore allowance from her... i'll give her allowance instead.... SO with ALL the wisdom in the world... you know next year is the year.. <<--- trying to reason with myself....
but seriously... wait wait wait wait until when ????
angry already lah.....
from now till the beginning april 09.... i have 7 months to save up... my last chance to enjoy high end fine dining would be on my birthday... hohoho... all the more i can't have parties...
V^^V victory is going to come my way...
for now i need healing~!!!!!
