PRAISE GOD! i found my access card.. God answers quick prayers too...
After struggling to wake up at 5am for morning prayer meeting for the past 2 weeks... i must say i've done okay...went for 6 days only.. it feels like i haven't been really sleeping for a week... gotta work, special item prac, making syl's graduation gift , 3 days of hair dryer-ing it.... it feels like sat service was very long.. i was there from 2pm to 9pm when i reach home i was still drying that sword-cross thingy... when i was painting it, it was only dried on the surface... when i spray paint it, the spray paint barely sticks on it... kana scolding from dad for more paint-spraying in the morning... as tho theres not enough challenges for a night... someone broke my cross before service while criticizing it.... i was seriously on the verge of tears... but i'm sure she didn't do it on purpose and i din wanna make her feel even worse... but i was SUPER disappointed with myself... i could have done better... its not even about being a perfectionist... its my own personal standard.. ANYWAY... with a brain thats malfunctioning for a week... i think i'm pretty smart to come out with the idea to scotch tape the entire thingy to make it look like i did it on purpose.... well now the truth is out.... it was broken thats why....
Thank God even tho i din sleep at all on sat, i was still able to stay awake throughout the entire sun service... for a moment i tot i was about to faint.. this is when you know you are really relying on divine strength, its also divine to have two rows of scotch tape in my bag - like what are the odds....
hehe.. i was very blessed on sun too... my cgl top-upped my ez-link card which can last me for 2 weeks lor.. not 1... and another cg member blessed me with lunch money... i wanted to go home earlier to sleep actually...but anyway THANK YOU..
Thank God for a good rest! when i reach home, i took a quick bath and slept for 14hours... 6pm-8am... skipped dinner... its an achievement.. for some its the total amount of sleep they have for 2 days, some 3 days, some 4 days which is very unhealthy... you'll start spelling muslim as muslin and still laugh about it like you're dream-talking... its a serious matter.. like some mental-illness...
I love Charlie Chaplin~ i grew up watching it... and i dun think i have bi-polar disorder. but i've notice it alot in arts geniuses. you can go wiki about it....To me, A True Artist makes ideas into reality; they make things happen; and through making it emotions and passion are involved.. those that gives ideas, simply just talk too much.. can get kinda annoying actually....
